February 2012
27 posts
Oscar night.
Watching the Oscar night made me think about a lot of things..
First thing came across my mind, of course, how come I missed Midnight in Paris??? Must watch it along with The Artist, Hugo, and A Week With Marilyn. Make a mental note to self.
Second, it’s the look..on the nominees faces and how their spouses/partners look at them and gave a proud-of-you/I-love-you stare to them. Priceless....
Good Guys Turns into Jerks (Part 2)
“I am the girl
who loves you inside and out
Backwards and forwards with my...”
– Feist - Inside and Out
Good Morning!
You think I’m pretty without any make up on
You think I’m funny when I tell the punch line wrong
I know you get me, so I let my walls come down
Before you met me, I was alright
But things were kind of heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February, you’ll be my Valentine
Let’s go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I will...
The reason behind all the things that I do to you..
Is because I’m afraid I won’t be able to do this again.
Terbiasa.
Mungkin gue sudah sangat terbiasa dengan kekecewaan.
Hal-hal kecil, hal-hal besar.
Terbiasa. Bahkan mungkin kecewa udah kayak minum obat. Minimal satu kali sehari.
Mungkin ekspektasi gue terlalu tinggi.
Mungkin memang dia brengsek.
Mungkin gue terlalu permisif.
Mungkin dia seenaknya.
Mungkin gue bodoh.
Mungkin dia..
Mungkin..
Mungkin..
Mungkin..
Dan semua kemungkinan itu..
Mungkin....
Edge of Desire
Don’t say a word
Just come over and lie here with me
Cause I’m just about to set fire
To everything I see
I want you so bad
I’ll go back on the things I believe
There I just said it
I’m scared you’ll forget about me
(John Mayer - Edge of Desire; Battle Studies)
Pretty much say everything.
“Be my Chris and I’ll be your Gwyneth..”
– Lady Gaga’s cover of Viva La Vida
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Midnight post #911
Almost midnight, and tomorrow’s Monday. Duh. Iyaa harusnya tidur cepet karena udah dua hari ini capek terus. Paling zombie di kantor deh. Entah kenapa kehidupan kantor lagi kurang menyenangkan, padahal lagi butuh konsentrasi dan semangat kerja. Kadang kalo lagi merasa gini langsung kepikiran pgn berhenti kerja aja atau cari beasiswa atau cari kerja di tempat lain. The sparks need to be...
January 2012
19 posts
“Oh oh, I want some more
Oh oh, What are you waiting for
Take a bite of my...”
– Neon Trees - Animal
3 tags
Menuliskan isi pikiran
Gue butuh nulis, menulis untuk sekedar menghilangkan monster-monster pikiran di kepala gue yang terus-terusan membombardir dengan berbagai macam pertanyaan yang gue bahkan nggak yakin ada jawabannya. Salah satu jalan untuk tetap mempertahankan kewarasan adalah dengan nulis. So, here I go now trying to write my thoughts as honest as possible.
Peringatan dini: Tulisan ini penuh cerita curahan isi...
“You always hurt the one you love,
The one you shouldn’t hurt at all.
You...”
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Dont give up on me :)
It’s complicated for sure.
Difficult doesn’t mean impossible.
Love hurts but that doesn’t make it less beautiful.
Comfortable. Yet complicated at the same time.
Should I give up, or should I just keep on chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere.
Or would it be a waste, even if I knew my place.
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing...
Friends, Lovers or Nothing
Friends, lovers or nothing We can really only ever be one Friends, lovers or nothing
Think we’ll never fall into the jealous game?
Anything other than yes is no Anything other than stay is go Anything less than “I love you” is lying
(John Mayer - Friends, Lovers or Nothing; Battle Studies, 2009)
Which one do I want, you said? I want you forever.
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Our love was comfortable..
No make up, so...
If....
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Baru kali ini beneran kesindir dan punya kasus mirip lagu ini.
December 2011
41 posts
A Big Thanks
Gue bener2 berhutang terima kasih yg sebesar2nya kepada teman-teman super tercinta yang sudah membantu gue melewati sepanjang tahun 2011 ini dengan selamat secara mental. Luar biasa kaliaaannn….
Ingin peluk satu-satu tapi tangan gue cuma ada sepasang.
Untuk seseorang yang mengaku jadi antibiotik, ya lo berhasil :) Makasih banyaaaakkk….
Beneran gue ngga akan sekuat ini sekarang kalo bukan karena...
